April

They say that spring has just begun 

But lately I've been dressed like fall

I still hear the jaded laughter 

Of the ones who had it all

I promised you that I'd forget 

Their hollow eyes and scripted sighs, 

But somehow I remember them 

And it was you who slipped my mind 

It's not about the girls who care 

About the boys who'd never dare

Its just that I can't taste the difference 

Even when it's in the air

I'm afraid I've lost the secrets 

You once tucked inside my ear, 

And that is why i never call you 

Even after half a year. 

-bf